What a discouraged day...
First:
I am dissatisfied with my current weight loss and wish I could do so much more. All I can say on this subject however, is at least I am trying. I'm consistent to at least five days a week now and have been exercising for five full weeks now too and that is no small feat, especially for me!
Second:
Today I had my new eye exam. It's been five years now since I learned my eyesight sucked. I was sitting in church in the back pews where my family always sat because we were always arriving on "Mormon Standard Time", when I realized I could no longer read the hymn numbers. My eyes have steadily gotten worse in five years and it sucks so bad because I'm literally going blind. My prescription went from -1.25 and -1.50 to -2.00 in both eyes! Bummer, time to save up for LASIK!
Third:
My sister-in-law is getting married in just 17 days and I'm so excited for her but I feel even more now then I did before that my life has hit a stalemate head on. Nothing new and exciting has been happening in my life and so I find myself wishing I was her.
And Fourth:
Someone very dear and near to me is pregnant and finds out the sex of her baby next Friday which has also for obvious reasons been a little hard to handle. One day I'm so excited for her and the next I want to cry and scream.
Today was a discouraged day but thank goodness it's bedtime in one hour! I'm a glass half full kind of person and I'm so grateful that there is always a tomorrow.
First:
I am dissatisfied with my current weight loss and wish I could do so much more. All I can say on this subject however, is at least I am trying. I'm consistent to at least five days a week now and have been exercising for five full weeks now too and that is no small feat, especially for me!
Second:
Today I had my new eye exam. It's been five years now since I learned my eyesight sucked. I was sitting in church in the back pews where my family always sat because we were always arriving on "Mormon Standard Time", when I realized I could no longer read the hymn numbers. My eyes have steadily gotten worse in five years and it sucks so bad because I'm literally going blind. My prescription went from -1.25 and -1.50 to -2.00 in both eyes! Bummer, time to save up for LASIK!
Third:My sister-in-law is getting married in just 17 days and I'm so excited for her but I feel even more now then I did before that my life has hit a stalemate head on. Nothing new and exciting has been happening in my life and so I find myself wishing I was her.
And Fourth:
Someone very dear and near to me is pregnant and finds out the sex of her baby next Friday which has also for obvious reasons been a little hard to handle. One day I'm so excited for her and the next I want to cry and scream.
Today was a discouraged day but thank goodness it's bedtime in one hour! I'm a glass half full kind of person and I'm so grateful that there is always a tomorrow.
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I hate discouraging days. Keep your head up, things will get better!
PS. If it makes you feel any better, my eyesite is HORRIBLE! (-6.00 in one eye and -5.50 in another!) That should brighten your day, your eyes aren't as bas as mine!!!
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