Decisions, Decisions

These last few weeks, my mind and heart has been full.  I've been lost in the what-ifs and wondering what our next big step should be.  I've stressed and made decisions and changed decisions.  I've sought advice of my mother, co-workers, friends, and especially Shane.  The best piece of advice I've received thus far came from my mother who quoted Elder Uchtdorf from a billboard in Rexburg.  I'm going to butcher what he said, but it's something to do with, "we grow the most in the waiting."  This has helped me realize I can learn something amongst all of my strife.  I feel so overwhelmed with life currently.  I'm unhappy in my job, I'm wanting to pursue a degree in Elementary Education, I want a house, I want to move back to Utah, I want to be closer to family-particularly our brothers and sisters, I want to have a family and the list goes on and on.  All of these things I want have different choices and outcomes attached and so I have been literally consumed by all of this.  For now I've decided to not make a decision and move forward as we've got six months before we have to settle on anything.  Easier said then done though because my mind doesn't quite work that way.