Learning to Curb My Negativity...

I realized as of lately, I'm suffering from pessimism. I'm letting each and every little thing bring me down. Today I asked to be released from the nursery. I was starting to let the emotional depression of not having my own kids get to me and each and every Sunday I spent "babysitting" other people's children I grew more and more negative. After talking to my Bishop we decided this was a good time to be released from my calling and focus on our upcoming challenges Shane and I will face in the months ahead. He gave us his full blessing and we finally have everything in order to fill out the adoption application. I'm feeling negative about this as well however, because it's a very uncomfortable feeling for you to pay someone upwards of a thousand dollars to come into your home and decide if you are fit for parenthood. But forward we go, and hopefully I can learn to curb my negativity and embrace my natural optimism.